license to kill

you were not wrong about your guess.

" Train journeys are about possibilities. They denote a change in state. When you arrive, you are no longer the same person who departed. You can make new friends en route, or find old enemies; you may get diarrhoea from eating stale samosas or cholera from drinking contaminated water. And, dare i say it, you might even discover love...

... The tanntalizing possibility which tickled my senses and thrilled my heart was that i might, just might, be about to fall in love and when i say love, i don't mean unrequited, unequal love that we profess for movie stars and celebrities. I mean real, practical, possible love.

Love which does not end in tears on the pillow, but which can fructify into marriage. And kids. And a family holiday to goa. "

I spent the past few days resting. The swine scare was intensed but i'm safe. I missed work two days in a row after i realised that someone doesn't care. and somehow, it hurts just a little bit knowing you once put a thought to that someone and all because of a speculation, he left you to die. Ahh, bliss.

I spent at least half the time making up for the loss sleep. The loss sleep i've been yearning for since i started on my new job. I am not complaining but i must say it's the best feeling ever. I dreamt of dinosaurs, michael jackson(twice somemore!), my close friends, my family, even my lost uncle and dad!

Dreams.. Will always remain as that eh? someone can only say so much. The rest is up to us to decipher. It's up to you to judge. After all, you might just be wrong, so get it right before you start shooting. I missed you.

You are in denial..