Wednesday, February 15, 2012

it hurts, it hurts knowing that the one person that you think about all the time is ignoring you. it hurts to know that i have never done him wrong and will never do him wrong. i want what's best for myself but it gets to me sometimes. i know i should have moved on one year ago because there were no hopes between us but i still held on thinking that something might happen.

you're married now. you're fucking married now. it's so much easier for you to get over me because you have a wife. we have never done anything wrong, but it's that emotional feeling or attachment that i have towards you that makes it so much difficult for me to move on.

I must move on, and i must let you go.
11:56 PM

Nur Raidah standing short at twenty, it matters if you're fat or not. it matters if you're flawless or not. it matters if you iron your clothes or not. everything that i thought wouldn't matter actually mattered a hell lot. these littlest things that i failed to see slowly becomes visible. i will make that change.