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Labels: happy happy mood mood
4:11 PM
Labels: jokes funny non sen
2:04 AM
- painted room which turns out fugly then, even after a year.
- RP's open house, so insignificant like that
- 19th birthday, was okay.
- finally a good part time job
- disappointment and regrets
- got out with somebody i never thought i could HAHA
- saw a fucking long dick HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH kthxnot.
k that's it.
lazy uh wanna continue.
HAPPY NEW YEAR
all get drunk k
eh eh.. wait .
resolutions?
k later on uh.
no mood liaoxzx.
Labels: 2008 liao
1:16 AM
Labels: highlights
7:12 PM
Labels: songs sad happy
12:01 AM
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Labels: happy dinner camp fun
7:30 AM
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
'Cause everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
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rise and shineshine we'll shine together.. told you urhmm kkk.
it's finally an OFF day today till sunday!
and i'm up already no thanks to the calls and smses by xiaozhu
but .. no effect lor
i still can just fall asleep if not for the next sms, thanks eh.
cause i'm leaving for school that's why
so much for wanting to run during the holidays.
no thanks to work, it wears me out every morning when my alarm rings at 7.
ya ya ya excuses.
it's whether i want to or not.
hmmm let's start again tomorrow?
or later?
which is never gonna happen cause.. nvermind.
long day ahead, longer week ahead.
but i reckon it's gonna pass by REALLY REALLY fast.
which is.. urgh depressing.
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cause you are everything she wants once again.
Labels: someone something somewhere
10:20 AM
3:30 AM
and so i wasn't cheated (:
urhmm i didn't thought the journey from Sembawang to Kranji took just 15 minutes flat
cause i was out of house at 915 and i reached Kranji at 930 give and take
and the meeting time was at what , 10am?
sheesh.
Butch is really butch.
but in the ipod, his name IS Harold H Hoffman III
soooo, let's stick to all of them.
i was pretty much confused cause it was 10 and he wasn't there.
sent him a text message and i received a call and it's from his girlfriend
was told he didn't bring any handphone but he should be there.
weird, cause when i smsed him, the reply was " in the mrt, on my way now "
hahahhahaha i thought i kena cheated.
but noooooooooo.
while talking to the girlfriend, i saw that 2m guy standing at the control station.
ape lagi, i pretended to make contact all that.
then yea, spot on baby!
talked and exchanged for a couple of minutes before he left for the war memorial while i head on to work.
very fast and easy and nice and funny deal :)
he said he's an tai handphones.
an tai = anti.
hope he doesn't like call me up and take his ipod back
just because my 2GB is nothing compared to his.
k shh. if happen i want to change number and name already liaoxz HAHA.
weeeeeeeeeeee (:
bye bye nano.
you're missed dearly.
290607-231207
hello video.
you'll be taken care of dearly too.
231207- HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA wtf.
kbye!
ps : he reminds me of mr robert clark; boy i missed that man
Labels: ipod not funny man happy
10:46 PM
Labels: ipod man not funny
3:38 AM
hahahahahahahhahaha.
kidding lah.
siao.
nyeh!
plus.. i received my FIRST gift in a present after 12 months!
so sweet of my colleage :) envy me!i'm doing just fine, but even better when you're around.
11:42 PM
super occupied December.
sadly, it's coming to an end.
i want it to end really really slow cause.........
okay i had a long long day and week and i think i'm gonna sleep.
Labels: celebrations family
1:28 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
it just annoys me still.
hah i duno why
it just do
the power of internet suck balls
but whatever ah.
i know you're still nice and all ah.
but then again, it's still annoying ah.
not just annoying but fucking annoying ah.
nevermind it's just gonna take a while.
so i spent a good 3 hours doing a new skin just to get my mind off some stuffs.
and okay trust me, i'm gonna change it again later
cause the shape's pretty inpropotionate(?) HAHA.
i was thinking of lazer beam effect from their eyes.
coming out with the design of the pictures took the brains out of me.
urhmmmmmmm ...
okay i feel soooo sooooo much better now.
keep telling myself my aim and what i want
i'm sure it's gonna pass me by like nothing
happy chasing after kambings awak-awak!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI ALL.
3:12 AM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
i can't wait for thursday cause finally i get to not work
oh wait, it's hari raya haji on that way anyway
it means waking up early
be a girl for once and help mum out
though half the entire hari raya haji of my life
i've never been a girly girl to help mom.
maybe that should be part of my 08's reso.
nyai, i wanna hug and kiss you cause i missed you =)
just exactly one more month...
2:00 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
and i hope it happens like the ones in Enchanted
cause it's good to see how one falls
and the other picks em up
and how feelings can change overtime without any form of effort
that is if you've watched Enchanted lah.
everytime i think about how i'm supposed to move on,
i get very upset and pissy.
it's not always that i'm making the effort to do something like this
i know that i can but sometimes it kills the butterflies out of me.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeesomethingsomething, why do you have to be so something?
11:59 AM
Monday, December 17, 2007
things i have to do during the holidays and all :-
work like kerepek goreng
run like ketupat basi
rest like ikan kering
lepak like udang berisi
buy talipon serba guna macam axion baru
urhm..
1) work
2) run in the morning starting later
3) rest at home
4) visit grandmother :(
5) clean the room
6) sleepover cousin's
7) rest
8) watch film dan dokumentari of september 11.
9) enjoy before 2008 comes smacking me in the face.
10) resolution!
i feel like a fucking loser already.
2:00 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
are you holding on because you didn't wanna feel like a loser
or are you there to make someone feel whole?
it sure as hell cannot happen over night
but what have you been doing all this while?
things like that will remain like that.
don't be there to kill.
cause it won't look good on you
you know who you'll hurt and everything else
whatever i heard, is that really you?
or was it someone else i don't know.
thoughts i have in my mind,
have they been right all along?
or was it just the devils playing with it
.. or maybe, or maybe i was just thinking too little, too much.
2:04 AM
Friday, December 14, 2007
like i don't feel much stuffs when i think about it
oh you know, the stuffs i wrote before .. ya that .
but i know i'm just being more ignorant when i'm reminded of stuffs.
i was busy googling since it's holidays already
and i ended up watching this Indonesian film on youtube.
some show called " mengejar matahari "
very nice almost-typical-not-so-typical indonesian shows.
it's about these 4 childhood friends.
very close, very very close.
sacrifice. love. sacrifice.. love.. yea you get it.
i cried at one of the scenes.
when Ardi watched the documentary his late friend created the moment he got the digicam
touching ehhhh cause i got feelings know.
but it's mostly about erm.. what was it about again?
school holiday IS here.
but as usual i'll miss school.
4 more weeeeks = 16 days of school.
me being me, i still have one day or two to clear.
and maybe more than that.
count some more.. count some more..
i'll have like at least 13 days of school
then i get to smell the smelly air of Year 3.
eeeeeeee so not appetising at all.
" I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again "
till we meet again.
7:35 PM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
feels like friday but i'm not in love.
okay don't pek pek over here
still cannot forget that night
when me and cik wek got together for a while
and hung out
winks at Sai *
should i .. or should i not ?
6:08 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
just a little bit more ...
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yea yea yea . go on !.
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THERE YOU HAVE IT .
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BABY!
LOL !
FIRST TIME PI CONCERT SIOLXZXZXZXXZ.
the whole thing was soooo last minute
cause i already asked my cousin if she's got extra tickets,
she'd call but even 45 minutes before the door's open which is at 8pm,
i still didn't receive any calls
so i thought, nahhhh but NAHHHHHHH !
she said, " adek where are you? grab a cab and meet me at Max Pavillion ".
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH.
the cab driver's really insane
i thought i was gonna like not make it to the concert
and think about all emo things i never did
cause he was driving at 100Km/H
and a few times without touching the steering wheel uh!
he was also practically showing "someone" beside him money.
and kept drinking his water from his water bottle
note: still driving at 100km/h
pulling up his pants, letting go of the steering wheel
and go on and on and on..
was smsing irfan telling him before anything happens but alhamdulillah..
met my cousin there and we were among the last to enter.
had company too.
we were located at the seating arena but we stood on the chair!
so soooooooooooo cool and peace and SAFE.
was a little shy to sing, but what the heck !
videos uploaded on YouTube.
pretty good quality sound..
as in not those sound you hear when people scream
and all you hear is that bzzzttbzzzttt sound
videos mcm ala ala the bands i watched on Youtube minus the fact that it's MY property!
AH WHATEVER I HAD FUN!
but not in the mosh pit where the gang kena mosh.
kesian seh member one by one i hear the stories..
me and my cousin were surrounded by caucasian kiddossss.
going home time met with fifa irfan and idah :D
and the long lost buddy uh! shahirah seh! 2 years lost touch uh. HAHAHA!
of all places to meet.. unexpected lor !
and and.. MAROON 5'S COMING ON THE 25TH MARCH !
DJYEAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSAAAAAAAAA!
adammmmmmmmm!
i don't love youuu like i did, yesterday..
1:18 AM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
AWESOME !
=DDDDDDDDDDDD
7:11 PM
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, HERE I COME !!! =DDD
7:06 PM
wild, wild horses.. couldn't drag me away.
graceless lady, you know who I am.
10:10 AM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH !
she left me with this " don't ever bite your nails, it'll turn ugly "
TYRA BANKS!
LMFAO.
was out with them
been a whileeeeee since we met
thank God i asked ifah along cause i had Code Red Operation.
the 3 guys were awesome and we all had an awesome time.
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i dunno who is tt friend, and i dont wanna know anyway. but its kinda good tt ur not running away from reality. thennnnnnn you shld weight the positive and the negative of having friendship with tt friend. if it add more to negative and causing alot of unhappiness in you, maybe step back cos its not helping yourself. its entirely up to you. but of course do cherish the friendship you have with tt friend
said from the guy himself.
sucks to be you at this point of time.
suckier to be me now.
not sure how it'll continue from there cause i went offline without waiting for his reply thus that offline message.
well i guess since he said take a step back, i will cause it never helped me.
and i'd always wonder, if you don't know, or you are just playing pretend that you don't.
or you are just escaping from the facts.
i wished Friendster never exists because you wouldn't surface but snapsnap! it's happened.
but i've to be thankful too, cause if not, who's gonna help me out in my PP.
and i wouldn't have known The strokes and company but maybe irfan and fifa will do that job.
who's gonna be listening when everyone else's busy but then i've plenty.
i won't lose you as a friend, maybe lose the touch i've had for a while.
it happened.
9:52 AM
i see a little resemblance.
sape cepat teka dia boleh dapat makan :)
confirm nobody can.
aku rindu kau lah.
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on another happier note,
okay she won't be too happy watching her steam bebek face; NEXT!
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okay abah muka fierce burger; okay okay serious.
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alalalallalalalalahaii ini diaaa! jeng jeng jeng!
HAPPY 18TH JUWAIRIYAH BTE SAMSUDIN
eh, terharu aku bila kau nangis masa we sing you bdae song at RPC
but anyways, you're finally 18
rabak man, i'm turning a year older in 31-8+19 * hinthint * days time
baru je kau nak legal, aku dah UP satu age
boring seh member.
anyways, hopefully your life'll be filled with so much joy and happiness.
though events happen, i hope the happy times you had, and bound to have will overcome all unhappiness.
i really wish you best and prosperity, gong see pak chai.
and that you'll be a successful sakura manager one day.
okay i take that back. may you be a successful housewife one day
still cannot?
k nevermind
may you lead a prosporous life being a great daughter, grand daughter, cousin, girlfriend, friend, sister, grandmother and all the -end -er -end -er -end -er ya okay you get the drift.
sorry for troubles caused babe.
aku tau lah, aku inikan emosi
and what what nots nots
heh, enjoy babe.
much love.
12:18 AM
Friday, December 07, 2007
got it from one of icka's entry.
Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious,
you're not really losing it.
You're just passing it on to someone else.
-Mitch Albom
there's this once when i was working,
this old ah pek came by the outlet
he immediately said something like " where folly folly, shingshangshong "
i went to my chinese colleague and told him he's speaking some complicated chinese
and he immediately attended to the pek pek.
within 4 seconds, my colleague turned and say " 4D lah 4D !"..
lmfao.
though it kills to know that you're still unaware,
it's okay cause it's better this way.
the more i try to erase you, the more you appear.
the more you try to erase me, the less i appear.
i get really nervous when i see this certain someone ( not love-like kinda nervous lah okay )
not that the person's got anything to do with me, the person's just an acquaintance
sucks to feel that way cause it makes me feel a little lot insecure
especially with the stares the person'd give with little exchange of smiles
not that it offended me in any way, but i feel really really off everytime we meet
but i really don't know the person as a person though i think the person's a nice person.
cause the person's a friend of a friend.
i'm just ... a little afraid when i see her.
i'll keep running till the day i feel like i'm finally free.
12:01 AM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
fucked up to the extreme maximum ubuntu.
no ubuntu didn't fuck me.
home did.
so yeah, what the heck.
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on another really cute note,
Happy 14th birthday baby brothers
you both will always be my baby brothers even though you're 41
like you'd read my space, so i won't talk much
hope the hugs and kisses will last even when you're married
and not it being just a phase
and that you both won't get all shy with me around when you see your friends
cause i am and will always be your sister.
9:48 AM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
" This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope
no love
no glory
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love
Like it's forever
To live the rest of our life
But not together "
but i still feel so so so low.
12:34 AM
Sunday, December 02, 2007
"Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but its a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But thats the way that it goes
And its what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way,
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
Im not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what were meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say "
i feel like i never should.
11:32 AM
eeeeeee geram!
ooooh adam's voice is soothing my mind, body and soul ( chey chey )
oh i haven't been appearing online in the longest time
so people that mattered, i'm not dead .. not yet .
ade handphone buat ape kan? tsktsktsk
besok i later online in the afternoon k?
then i send you songs.
i think i owe Kamil a few.
kesian dia, suruh org download, abeh downloader tk masuk online.
kk don't nonsense.
been reading blogs, about people passing away.
like the same old things like, treasure the ones you loved,
make everyday a better day.
treat them like no tomorrow.
take care of the feelings like yesterday never happened.
for tomorrow may never come at all.
well, when someone's gonna go,
it's not as though they're gonna inform you before hand.
apart from all the hints and gists,
i think God can take them as and when He plans it to be.
it's all up to us, to express how they feel towards one another.
just that sometimes, some people don't know
how much they mean to them till they lost them.
it's the 2nd of December baby!
And when I close my eyes it's you
I see You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone "
We left our trousers by the canal ~
2:00 AM
