Sunday, November 30, 2008
of course i fell asleep on a sunday morning and a sunday night and work on a sunday afternoon but i'll make it up on a monday because sunday is over. okay didn't quite make any sense does it? well anyway, i wasn't feeling very lucky this week but i must tell you that it has been really really fun.
mama scolded me for all the wrong reasons but let me just list out on what i did over the week and the time i came back for home.
monday - 4pm ( DAMN TIRED CAUSE LAST WED-SUN I WENT BACK AT 10PM )
tuesday - 9pm. ( DAMN SAD CAUSE I LOST MY HP )
weds - 10pm ( LOL RIDZWAN'S BIRTHDAY LAH )
thurs - 1030pm ( CAPTAIN'S BALL AT BIRDPARK )
fri - 1130pm ( CAPTAIN'S BALL AT ZOO THEN NIGHT SAFARI )
sat - 10pm ( BUFFET WITH COUSINS )
sun - 1030pm ( DINNER AND CAT SAVING )
OKAY FINE NO WONDER SHE'S ANGRY! hahahhahahahahaha.
well anyway, the match between zoo, night safari(Ulu-ulu people i think)and birdpark was really great lah. and after weeks of playing, i only played for 5 freaking minutes! all thanks to the UT lah i was like late. and by then my team lost by point difference. Birdpark emerge as champions and salutes to the Avian team. damn pro. price giving ceremony was held in the dark because there weren't lights at Zoo since they only operate in the day. that part funny.
FYP's doing really slow.
25 more days to submission.
I MUST BUCK UP.
it's gonna be problem 13!
5 more weeks!
omg omg omg omg omg.
work is fine especially these weekends, ah fuck it.
i don't know what to talk about.
BUT ONE QUESTION CAN.
i don't know if you all want to answer or not.
VERY RANDOM BUT..
Do you think that love is blind? AND WHY.
HAHAHAHAH.
i sure think so because one can be retarded, you?
11:51 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
raidah lost her phone and the
bitchwiththreeboobsandextrafinger girl who found it switched it off.
now i feel so down i don't want to get another phone neither do i want to use a phone. so if you happen to stumble upon this blog, please don't bother contacting me. you're only gonna throw your own phone against the wall because of my late reply. no worries, the number will still be the same, only that i need to get over the loss of my phone.
dear motobaby, you've been good.
080808-251108.
kesian dia, baru nak start merangkak, orang lain dah ambil.
everyone envied the phone because of the coolest color combination.
so far, i've only seen 3 GUYS using the same phone as mine.
it's THAT limited ah the phone.
i cried seh in class.
that's it ah. i warning with the world eh, if i don't know you and you lost your phone, watch out ahh, i won't return you one. karma right? i'll continue that karma. so we play hide and seek, i lose you keep, you lose, i keep. i don't care already ahhhhh. whoever lost the ez link card or ic all that, i take and throw inside rubbish. waste my time emailing people. eh no cannot, got once i left my wallet, then the person return. okay steady, only i take phones, wallet i give back.
see, i crazy already.
ps: aiya, i will start using the number tomorrow.
i had a bad day.. don't make it worst..
3:28 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
i just made a wish last night and i'll make another one tonight.
on thursday, the LJ crews had another match of captain's ball in the park. it was really pathetic for the operations team because we only have 7 people! i thought these 7 people are gonna be the only ones playing but nooo, crews from the bird show and Avian and birdkeepers too came along to spice up the night. we had a 2 hour game and boy was it really fun. a pity many from the operations couldn't make it. and as usual, my team lost. but good luck
LanJiaoians this friday, for the match against team Zoo. win or lose, LET'S FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS. WE ARE STILL WINNERS KAY. we get to see the white tigers tooo! :)
on thursday also, my nephew, Haqeem and my cousin, Asyraf received their much anticipated PSLE results. here's a little something about the boys. Haqeem lost his father on the 8th December 2002 while Asyraf lost his father on the 25th December 2006, just 6 months after my dad left us. despite having the lack of one strong man in their lives, they both got into an Express stream, 4 As with an aggregate of 243 and, 3Bs and 1 A with an aggregate of 206. you have no idea how the news spread when Asyraf called me up to tell me his results. Boy were we overjoyed and for most of us, we were in tears because that's a really great achievement from them both. HAPPY!
of course if i mentioned about these two kiddos, i too have to mention my two twin brothers right? Yunos got 1st in class while his brother which is also my brother, got 5th in class. i must say that their results aren't that far but i'm really proud of them because they have been promoted to sec 4 express and boy does time fly really fast, cause next up, is their BIG Os! and my elder brother? i'm not quite sure how he's doing in his U, but i heard from mama he's gotten some good results for his tests. he just finished his papers and i wish him all the best. heheh. i hope these 3 brothers will make my mama and bak proud of themselves cause i am, really! HAPPY!
now for my results? hahaha all i can do is just roll on the floor and laugh my fucking ass off. no i was just kidding. i know that i want to finish my FYP and get over and done with school and nope, i CAN wait to be a working adult. last day of school is on the 23rd of January which as of now is in two months time. woh woh woh, hang in there time. you're going a little tad too fast now.
on the same thursday, it was mixed emotions for me because my cousin and my good friend received their health report. my cousin's result was put to another scan early next year while my friend... sigh. i cannot help but cry in class when i was told of the news. Dear God, please let her heal no matter what it takes, make her a strong and faithful one because she's someone whom we treasure alot.
on that very same thursday too, 3 of my work colleagues turn a year older.
20th November, why is that date so significant?
it's not coincidence is it?
i missed my friends.
at work just now, i almost had a nervous break down while i was driving the panorail. because when i reached main station, i was trembling and my head was spinning and i felt so nervous i couldn't get the words right during the announcement. i told Fausto that i couldn't drive another round so he gave me a break. i cried a little cause i couldn't handle the pressure. everyone was talking in the walkie leaving me no space to breathe and the people in my cabin were making so much noise i couldn't even concentrate. i'm a sucker for crowd and i get weak each time i feel pressurised. he told me, "when you go out to work, the pressure is going to be more than this."
it's going to be a secret for now. we'll just sit back and have a good laugh. someone's not of a certain age and it's definitely weird. i'm gonna be a laughing stock so let's just be quiet about it. i know she don't know the world don't know he also don't know. i can't wait to leave cause the ending ends there. if i do something about it, i will be left with nothing but shame. for now, i'll just wished i'd never wake from the dreams that i have because when i wake up, it seems to be like a complete disaster.
Local Airtime Call Charge for October-November.
Incoming - 644.5 Min = 96.79(-96.79)
Outgoing - 261.1 Min = 39.26(-15.05)
SMS - 1132 SMS = 56.60(-26.75)
total amount this month = $88.37 (there goes the pay for half day today and tomorrow sigh~)
i don't have a boyfriend lehsxzx, if i have how?! must times two meh?!
DIE. must save already.
wah lao wei. buay tahan.
blame it on hari raya.
+-+- idahmanje signing out, oxox.Labels: royal ramble
12:02 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
back to the future.
in a manner of speaking i just want to say, that i could never forget the way you told me everything by saying nothing. in a manner of speaking i don't understand, how love in silence becomes reprimand, but the way i feel about you is beyond words. give me the words, but tell me nothing. give me the words that tell me everything. in a manner of speaking semantics won't do. in this life we live, we only make do and the way that we feel might have to be sacrificed. so in a manner of speaking i just want to say, that just like you, i should find a way, to tell you everything by saying nothing. give me the words but tell me nothing. give me the words that tell me everything.
what's been up this week?
mama bought me a ring from Taka Jewelery.
i told her she shouldn't but she insisted.
said it's an advance birthday gift and it's freaking nice lah.
of course i won't wear it much cause it's too bling-bling already.
ala-ala RNB.
i mean, i appreciated it loads.
she also wanted to get me a matching bracelet, as a form of encouragement to finish up school and a "gift" for graduation but of course i declined.
thanks mama, i love you :)
then there's Reflections.
got some dance thingy for RP.
i tell you, so disappointing lah the whole set.
the previous dance concert was so much better.
but kudos to the malay dancers... not being bias over here, hello?
the Lanjiao crews had a game of ball in the park.
damn shiok i tell you, my leg cramp for 3 days.
so much for the "
heng ahhh, lucky i got jog these few weeks. "
JOG MY FOOT AH. damn pain siols!
28th November got match against Zoo ah. shiok can see the white tigers.
hmmm.
same day on thursday, dear Riana got hospitalised cause she had a tumour in her right ovary. my well wishes goes out to that fellow Lanjiao- crew. one of the best pal i've worked with thus far. she'll get by it, i know she will, God's will. amin
she sent me an mms of her stapled wound, and i felt like strangling her for saying
"
here's a gift from me.. nice? "
then the alumni(s) met up at Vista Park for a mini bbq to celebrate Lingwei's departure to Cheena Pork and Justina's SUPER advanced celebration -.-
it was really good cause after 2 months + the gang finally met.
:)
i missed school twice this week, hurrah? shh, don't start, i have my reasons.
let me just talk about work for a little bit.
there's this customer who came to take the panorail aka the "monorail" at work.
he went something like, "
does this train goes to Boon Lay? "
i went like, "
ermmmmmmm noooo? " - controls laughter cause he's an old pek -
or another classic case, "
can i have your tickets please ? "
there are two kinds of people.
a) takes out EZ Link card.
b) takes out passport.
i mean like,passport? you all going overseas meh?
and EZ Link card?!
i hear-hear(
dengar-dengar) next station Farrer Park what.
roflolmfao siols.
cannot take it.
like want to kana box lor they all.
haha but i enjoyed every moment :)
okay dah dah, enough i sleepy liao.
my weekends is not as superb as fifa's.
sadded liao cause they all never remember me.
thanks eh, thanks.
i know what's at stake..Labels: fart
6:31 AM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
i almost got the wrong lad!
i was alighting from woodlands this afternoon when i thought i saw someone familiar.
well from the person's back that is.
this dude had this longer hair, the exact height and body shape. and the best part of it all was that, he was wearing an RP shirt.
just like reno!
i was JUST about to tap on his shoulder and say hello when something strucked me.
reno's supposed to be botak! okay, cause he's in the army.
hahaha.
member felt so confident i ended up smiling to myself :)
the next part is not for young people.
raidah; until the end of time said : i want to sleep soon alr after my RJ
★ FIFA ™ said : oh i think i also wanna sleep after my............................
raidah; until the end of time said : my...................... fantasies with one eyed dragon
YOU PLANNING UR DREAM STRUCTURE RIGHT!
★ FIFA ™ said : ewwwwww
i'd rather be masturbating on something else HAHAHAHAHAHAH
im horny horny horny horny
raidah; until the end of time said : HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.
MAMPOS.
i asked mama if i should take a break from working.
just relax and have some fun before i start on a more serious business.
mama said it's fine, but where am i supposed to find money?
i want to leave, but China is in march.
and it's confirmed that the trip would still go on.
i will only go, if regina, chanel and hafeez is going.
the assessment was done on friday and i passed!
my group passed too.
on the way back home, i told them that me and Chanel worked in Lanjiao park.
what i meant was bird park.
people call that, beberd mah.
so.. you get what i mean.
haha.
we were also told that on the 28th December, the group is gonna perform at a Chinese New Year Dinner and the special guest? MM Lee KY.
we're supposed to sing a Cheena raya song wearing baju kurong.
MAMPOS.
work is fun.
i cannot fall.
because when i fall, i fall real hard.
i better get away before it's too late.
you know, i know, they don't know.
oh oh, my pay's up.
mr manager told me that he increased it already :) :) :)
more reason to report for work.
FYP's doing alright.
i mean compared to the other teams, i feel like we're really behind time.
it's morphine time and it's now that i start pulling my socks up.
5th January isn't 2 months away.
we can do it though it gets to me sometimes.
i want to know where i've gone wrong.
i want to know why you wouldn't call me.
i want to know what could have happened.
i want to know who is responsible for this friction.
i want to know how i can change for the better.
we used to share things we thought we couldn't share.
12:09 AM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
you have no idea how nervous i'm feeling right now.
i know when something's right.
i know when something's not right too.
what if, you like someone you
know you couldn't like.
and the odds of liking the person only means losing your own mind.
the impossible, possibilities.
it could kill all of us; humans.
ifah, don't be a goon :) it's NOT.
people have weird tastes don't they?
i do, do you care?
mambo jambo.
and nope, i can officially say that my mind's off people :) :) -patsmyback-
sidetracked.
two years ago -- yesterday, i felt i was the most silliest girl on earth.
he was proud that i was bold, and i'm glad i did that too.
never,
never will i ever make the same mistake again.
two years later -- today, i felt so free.
i forgot about it till i was alone today.
i'm really glad that i went through all that without being hated.
without hating.
but i'm no longer waiting, but if i'd see you in a crowded place, i'd pick up my phone, and dial up your number.
i didn't do that the first time, perhaps next time......... nah.
on another note.
:) this smile, is for you sweets.
kudos to the final year.
i'm doing this for you.
i'm only digging it deeper.
Labels: love will tear us apart
12:02 AM
